Peace

Peace

You are the peace in my heart. Without you, my heart was in a mess. No one could replace you in my heart. Without you, my mind is in chaos. Wherever I am, in the urban city, in a noisy club, as long as you were with me, I could find peace whenever you are with me. There was no need to go to the beach or to have a romantic dinner in a high class restaurant.

Once, I was found to be blind. You did not leave me at all. Even if I could not see you, I could still feel the peace that you gave me all these while. Yet, I pushed you away, without even thinking of hurting you indirectly. I could never feel the peace that you gave me in the past. All of things that I thought of chaos came back.

I have lost my sight, my feelings, and most importantly, you. I yearned for the peace that you have given me in the past. Wherever I went, I could still feel you around me. To me, the peace was not gone yet. One day, there is good news for me. Someone was willing to donate his or her sight to me.

After the operation, I was able to see. The first thing that I wanted to see was you. Yet, you were not there. The doctor brought me to the church. I saw you were lying peacefully in the coffin. My heart sank into eternity darkness. I kneeled down and cried mournfully. The doctor explained that you died from a car accident. You have signed the documents and for donating your eyes to me.

After so many years, I lived with guilt and sorrow. No matter how much or how hard I tried, I could not forget the peace you have given me even if after death. I felt that you were watching over me. In my dreams, I could still see you being there. I kept reminding myself it was all a dream that I could see you right in front of me.

The peace that you have gave me since the day we met never disappeared. It was in my heart as my heart will always have a space for you to come back and give me the peace that I always yearned for. You are the peace in my heart forever.